22/jan/08
day 2 after de news came tu my ear i m sittin in front of my com half dead half shaken i don noe wad tu do nw that i haf lost my grandma,,i haf been cryin fer de past few hours nn so r my other family members but still i think de one that is hurt the most is my big aunt as durin de closin of de coffin she cried nn cried nn cried nn keep on shoutin "ah ma" "ah ma" that alone make everyone there tu be either cryin if nt dropin tears as fer mi,,i stand at one side nn drop tears wif out makin a noise i will be away frm sch till friday nn spendin my last few days wif my grandma i came bac is tu bath nn take more shirt

i promised tu visit my grandma durnin de new year but who noe she were tu leave us jus a few days before new year i miss her old but warm smile,,i miss pinchin her winked nn dry face well it use tu be a feelin i can feel in my hand her face nn her hands but nw its all my memory,,i fckin miss her cookin i havin eat it fer 4 month ler nn nw i will also nt get tu eat it fer 4eva ler

i got tu go bac ler thats all i will try tu blog 2mr again